• 28th June
    2012
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Hi all…

I am so sorry that I haven’t posted for such a long time. I have been on holiday and also had a lot going on. 

I’m going to have to stop posting for a while. I am not deleting my blog but it’s just the last thing on my mind right now and little things are making me very bitter at the moment. 

I can’t carry on here, because honestly, all of the happy is killing me and I am REALLY struggling every day to not get angry about the littlest things in real life, as selfish as it seems.  

I will be back, I’m just not sure when. 

Thank you so much for following me. I really appreciate it :) 

  • 8th June
    2012
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  • 8th June
    2012
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  • 8th June
    2012
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And she wore flowers in her hair…

I love fresh flowers and one thing that I have always known about my wedding is that I would love to have some flowers in my hair.

I am still debating the whole ‘up or down’ decision so I’ve pulled a wide selection of hair styles to try and help with my own dilemma as well as hopefully inspiring you. 

Right, time to get deciding…..

Photo Credit (left to right):

  1. Ciara Richardson via Style Me Pretty
  2. Alea Lovely Fine Art Photographer via Style Me Pretty
  3. Aaron Snow Photography via Style Me Pretty
  4. Jessica Loren via Style Me Pretty
  5. Melissa Hill Photography via Style Me Pretty
  6. Wayne Juan Photography via Style Me Pretty
  7. Stella Alesi Photography via Style Me Pretty
  8. Murphy Photography via Style Me Pretty
  9. One and only Paris via Style Me Pretty

(via soyouretheone)

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    2012
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    2012
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  • 7th June
    2012
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  • 7th June
    2012
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Weddings just seem to magnify problems…

So my mum fell out with my Grandad a few years ago. I stand by her decision because he was taking advantage of her and, at the same time, saying nasty things to, and about, her. One Saturday afternoon, it all came to a head and my mum and I left my grandad’s house and she never went back.

My grandad is my last grandparent, and although he brought it on himself, I feel terrible that he is on his own. He still sees my aunties and uncles. I have seen him once or twice since the fallout.

My problem is that as soon as I started to plan my wedding, I have been thinking about what I would do about my Grandad and then my mum made the decision for me.

I was at my mum and dad’s the other day and my dad asked what I was going to do about my Grandad. I think he did it in front of my mum on purpose so we could figure out where we stand. My mum, without missing a beat said that if he goes she doesn’t. 

With the wedding being in Wales, it’s unlikely that he would even want to come, and leave the dog at home. Also, I know he would be a nightmare and probably just get drunk and get upset because he gets very upset about people he’s lost. 

I just feel awful. He has given us some money towards the wedding and I just feel terrible. He is my only grandparent and I kind of want him there. Although, I’m not sure if that’s just because it might feel a little more like my nan is there. 

I guess I will just have to see how it goes for now. 

On a more positive note. I am going to Rhodes, Greece on Saturday, for two weeks. I am so excited to get away from everything for a couple of weeks and just stop thinking for a minute. 

  • 7th June
    2012
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